Man Min Mun

Nevermind if I can’t have you. I will try to find someone like you.

People surround me keep reminding me about you. They keep asking me ’ are you still with you ’ and of course I answered it. Answered it nope, NO more. Family and friends. My mouth said NO and my heart said, I don’t know people such as you. You was like my angel before you started the game. You was everything, you was very special and you was the most important thing in my life but you just wasted it. You didn’t appreciate it. You deserve more than this, a guy more better than me. I can’t do anything but keep denying my heart from the word love toward you. This feeling is really hard to erase from my heart but I know I can. I can! :) I deleted all the memories. I deleted all of your picture. I did everything you asked me to do if I want to forget about you and thank you for the tips to forget about you. It works because you slowly walk away from my life. From my brain. From my imagination. From everything. I’ll pray for your happiness. Bye bye my old lover and the most I loved in my life :’)

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can’t, I can’t pick up the pieces.
And I’ve thrown my words all around, 
But I can’t, I can’t give you a reason.

I feel so broken up (so broken up),
And I give up (I give up),
I just want to tell you so you know..

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
There’s just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, 
My only one.

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can’t, I can’t hold on for too long.
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can’t, I can’t get up when your gone.

And something’s breaking up (breaking up),
I feel like giving up (like giving up),
I won’t walk out until you know..

Here I go
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go
There’s just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, 
My only one.

Here I go,
So dishonestly.
Leave a note
For you my only one.
And I know,
You can see right through me.
So let me go
And you will find someone.

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
There’s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, 
My only one.

My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, 
My only one.

Tak boleh nak berhenti berfikir and bila difikirkan terasa macam lama sangat :(

All I want is to be your bf and future husband. Kay bye.

Okay tomorrow is your anniversary. 4th year anniversary. First of all I want to say congratulation for you and him for being together for 4 years. Anniversary for being together is the day for a couple always wait. Waiting for their anniversary, have fun together, sweet word/sweet text. A hug, a kiss and yeah so on. I don’t know what should I feel. I can’t feel the happy eventhough you’re happy. I’m really sad and I’m dying. I die tomorrow for you to spend all your time together with him and I will wake up on the next day. I just want to respect your relationship. I have to. Have a blast N :)

-always cry. Keeping all the sadness deep inside my heart and cover up with a smile and laugh with you. I love you.

Haha now dah confirmkan your relationship. Eventhough I’m super sad because of it but if you’re happy with it, I’ll be fine.

Eventhough you belongs to someone else, I know my heart will always belongs to you until my last breath.

I want you but you don’t want me.